i'm waiting,
staring at a phone,
refreshing my facebook page
waiting for a sign to show me that you care about me
enough to give me more than a few text messages
to show me that it was worth it,
worth all the waiting,
all the pain,
all the courage which i'm beginning to thing i have wasted on you.
i'm waiting for you to give me back everything that i gave to you,
i need you to try,
and maybe you have tried,
in your own measly way,
but it's not enough.
can't you see how hard i fought for you?
can't you see how hard i tried?
i'm not strong enough to hold up both of us anymore.
i've spent months drowning for our love,
and i'm getting weaker by the second.
so if you keep me waiting for much longer i think,
i'll let it sink along with me.