Maybe I am still in love with my straight Christian green eyed best friend. But that would be insane. Absolutely insane.
Maybe she changed while on her internship in Ohio. I mean she wants to be a photographer now. That's good I think, I hope.
Maybe she isn't as bad as I thought she was. No that's ridiculous even by my standards. She is still a hubris idiot with a kind heart.
Maybe, she rebuked me for being bi and she would never accept the fact I had a crush on her in high school. Why do she have to be so adorable and beautiful?
Maybe we aren't so different. She is still human and I am this Phantom that makes pain into poetry.
Maybe she was lonely without me which I highly doubt. She is this angelic gorgeous girl that follows all of the rules and I am this nerdy, out-spoken, rebellious girl that knows where I am going in life.
I don't follow all of the rules, I break the status quote, I challenge society's perspectives with my own and I lead my misfit army.
Maybe she is the beta wolf now and I am the alpha wolf because she is way too polite to challenge anyone to a battle of wits where as I do it all of the time. I pick my battles, fight my demons, embrace the path I am going on, prove people wrong all of the time, let people know my opinions and write until I feel free. What is she without me? She would be lost, heart-broken and confused without me.