you do not know art, like i know Art. though you paraded your passings in public it was i who, Art, trusted with his secrets it was my window, that Art, tapped when the arguing began yes, you may have enjoyed a dinner or engaged in conversation with him but he never trusted you with paintings of the english language or pictures worth a thousand songs you didnt get 6 stitches, with Art, when you tried to climb the tallest tree to reach out and touch heaven but still fear the fall you didnt find Art trembling in a bathroom from what he saw that day. You didnt find Art in broad daylight dancing to some invisible meter, some transparent beat you didnt see the patterns left in the steps of his feet and while you may have gone to the cinema with Art it was i he forwarded the scripts to reenact a lifetime of moments because we, Art and i, wanted a silver lining something vague, something inspiring to keep this momentum going and while you claim to know this being, Art you have not participated in a drunken brawl with Art, involving a few rotten Connecticut men and things not in our control you haven't discussed eternity and death with Art, or any of his close friends and though, i'm sure you may have wish you did you do not know art, like i do.