we stood on the precipice and it was a safe place between the white-hot, dry sand and the omnipotent currents hidden beneath the breathing ocean, and i grabbed your hand without thinking and i said let's swim, let's do it, what could go wrong, if we both want this, but you said no, there are Living Things in that water, i said let's befriend them and you said no, we are powerless against the current, and i said let's surrender to it and you said No -- and you ****** your hand from my grasp but i held on until you told me that you're not afraid, you just hate the water