my god i need to hear voices somewhere else than these little apartment walls (i keep something inside) have you ever seen a film on tv late at night (like a prison) where there’s a room and the walls are closing in (locked) but they always manage to get out (let me in) well babe that’s me except i don’t get out i just get s m a l l e r would you rather i was enough for you or enough for myself or enough to fill a line with anything other than a straight-up-on-the-rocks-panic-attack with two straws and a little paper umbrella and a tap tap tap on the bar waiting for the walls to o p e n up again?
From a portfolio I wrote in third year of university, titled 'asmr: i’m crying in the bathroom and you’re into emotional voyeurism'.