Everything I say is like a ticking time bomb,
Every word that I write seems to bury me deep inside,
Everything that I think always seems to ooze out and bleed,
Ooze out and crack like bricks,
Delusional,
Disrespect,
All started with just a text,
Everything that I’ve built,
Came crashing like spilt pills,
Gang up on me,
Felt betrayed,
Now I try to move away,
From the love that caused me pain,
I try not to feel drained,
But what came out of their mouths,
Made my brain burst all over again into bright red flames,
And now I feel shame,
Like my words aren’t the right words to say,
So maybe I should just keep quiet and let my brothers not hear my truth,
Cause whatever I say next,
May burn down a bond instead of just a bridge