I am dreaming Not dead, but dreaming Balled up under the covers With no ugly sunken city for company Just crumbs and trash and socks Like boulders strewn about And I am dreaming Because I am stupid and fragile and I canβt get over The tenderness of murderous eons That fostered the frogs who once lived in Antarctica Squinting their eyes against the warm rain As it rolled down their bumpy little backs It fostered them and they are gone now Frozen and dead and maybe even dreaming Crushed under time like their modern brothers under Jeep tires Fossils and curiosities balled up like me And we are dreaming