Looking out a ***** window
The worlds got a funny little tint
Looking over I can hear your smile
And then I wonder what you have to smile about
I flatter myself and believe that maybe you were smiling because of me
Like maybe I could make you forget


No matter what I do , it’s all temporary
You go back to your dad and like he’s another drug you can’t quit
And turn your stomach to blue grey water
it’s a ***** river that I try to clean , but it insists on staying this way

And oh how beautiful you are
With the sun on your skin , like she loves only you
I can hardly blame her , I feel that way too
And oh how tragic you are
You were doomed from the start , never had a chance
And carrying the weight of it all, you keep going


I hate you for the way you treat yourself
And I love you more than you know
If only I were enough to make it all go away

I think I’m in love with you
Which makes it all harder to watch you disintegrate, killing yourself slowly