i liked your politics and i liked that you liked women
and i liked your ex girlfriend
but you were a little too macho and
you wanted to rescue me from something
but i liked calling you when i was ****** and telling you
how funny constellations were
and i liked that you sat and listened to me interrupt myself
and you got me so high (with drugs) and i leaned my leg into yours because it felt good
and you leaned in to kiss me and i let you because it felt good
and you drove me home and i was sobering up and you leaned in to kiss me again
and i didn't want to
i did it because i didn't want to see you humiliate yourself
you asked me to hang out many more times
i made up excuses every time