If the me that existed a few months ago went through what I'm going through tonight, she would be broken & collapsed on my floor without a single word, thought, feeling, or action that belonged to her, but to everyone else who knew what was good for her. The difference now is I only feel stronger facing my deepest & darkest & most vulnerable fears despite being the only one fighting for myself. I only feel stronger. I only feel s t r o n g e r . . .