Why do I think of you every day feeling so distracted and always in your way. Why does this not feel the same as it did the other day..I feel abandon and like you pushed me  away. You left me wondering and stranded in my thoughts….was this just your game? Is this when you shift your  blame? before you answer that question imagine me sitting in the dark and tears falling down my face. While I’m over thinking everything that was.. Every word….Every laugh…. Every smile…. Every hug….Every memory and thought that was.. It can’t be true because none of that was never really you.. please just tell me what happened what did I do…. I would just need a clue..  Please answer you’re phone and don’t leave me alone.. I guess i’m just getting your dial tone…. This will remain forever  unknown, but I love you..