i wanted to share
the other day
share these thoughts written here
(hidden here)
in my phone

but

i didn’t
couldn’t

i am afraid

afraid they are to sad
depressing
too.............“much”

afraid that if i share
i will see

pain
pity
hurt

in your eyes

afraid that you will think that i live in those emotions right now,
that i am sharing as a cry for help


the truth is,

i want to share

share these thoughts, that,
while darker and melancholy,
have sparks of beauty to them

they are fragments
of me
bursting to get out
wanting to be heard

but

afraid to be know