as a child of silence i find it soothing. the loud silence is like music. i´ll never be alone as long as my mother is always there. She is a loud woman. A woman who others fear. I feel isolated in a large loud crowd. a crowd where lovers could be. a crowd where anger roars. a crowd where the child of silence is no longer adored. I am the isolated little girl. who once she speaks is no longer her. I am the daughter of Hesykia. -