i know why i love the smell of cigarettes so much.
it is bc it smelled like you. it is because i miss the times when i got mad at you when you smoked more than five a day. so now that you left, i cant stop thinking about all the things we did. so everytime you popped up in my head, everytime all these memories came back, i kept thinking of how much i wanted you, how much i loved you. although i couldnt have you. but i could have a part of you. something from you. i could have the smell of your cigarettes and the thought of them calming you down after a long day. so everytime you got in my head, i went ahead and lighted up another, and another cigarette and then i felt so near you, almost like you were sitting next to me, exhaling the whitish smoke i used to hate.
i know why i love the smell of cigarettes so much.