Both a blessing and a curse
but all I show you are the good ones
you hear me speak only ones of loved ones

But behind these eyes that you see pure
Lies sad memories I endured
Ones that left me crying at night, made me lost, broken and sad
Memories of  lush of a dad

He is not all the blame of my sad memories
I have a sea of them galore
Only to cross my mind when they wash up on  ashore

This side of me I did not want you to see
I do not want to show you how a fragile being I came out to be
So I wrote this poem to pretend I told you
But In reality It is something I will never Confide to
You