For the first time I feel secure. Like I could fall and be caught. Everyday he said, I'm choosing you. Even when I was terrified to choose him. Everyday he takes my life in stride. He reminds me what healthy looks like. What strong and confident and safe looks like. He says, I am not here to change you. He says, I am here to take you as you are. He says, I will do my best to never hurt you.
I feel more whole than I have in years. I'm not walking on eggshells or hoping to be considered. I am strong, and he helps me be stronger. I am broken but he's helping me find the right place for each piece. I am falling, and he doesn't hesitate to catch me.