When I told my friend in 2018 that I had fallen in love with him he got angry with me. So I went no contact. When I dated my friend with benefits in 2018 and 2019 he was always angry with me. When I fell in love with you You got angry with me So angry It was your part of destroying our potential I don't know why my love Makes everyone so angry But I'm never going to love Or if I do it'll be a secret Because my love provokes anger And I cant take it anymore I want to be love and be loved And I'm a festering demon instead My love Brings out the demons Of the people I feel it for I give up Will I always be alone?