i-squished-words-like-chewing-gum-between-my-teeth-hoping-that-i could-blow-a-bubble-bigger-than-my-head-and-more-impressive-than-my-face-and-then-you-looked-in-my-direction-just-as-my-breath-hissed-between-my-lips-and-you-couldn't-see-me-just-my-swelling-beach-ball-of-jumbled-words-for-one-quarter-second-before-they-burst-and-stuck-all-over-my-skin-and-i-flushed-pinker-than-bubble-gum-and-i'll-choke-on-every-word-before-i-ever-have-to-see-you-again