She sits outside looking at the scenery, wondering how her life is going to end up.
She sits there sad, and confused. All the people telling her no, but she knows nobody wants her there. But she just wants to be gone so badly, nobody could have her change her mind.
Finally her mind is made up. Nobody has seen her in days and they all know where she is know.
She's in the paradise land she has been dreaming of for a long time.

H.S.