There's this guy I ghosted,
He reminded me of you.
Anxious, quirky, really into technology.

He still reminds me every day how great I am.
Even though I haven't responded in days.

I have only just met him and already he says
"I would give up the world for you"
I want to believe him.

But he does not like me.
He like who I became with you.
He likes that I play civ and he doesn't have to explain what a pi hole is.
He likes that I 3D print and can be IT to my own computer.

But maybe that's who I am now.
I'm this weird mess of us.
And maybe I will be forever.