Television commercials in the background The whirl in my middle is a despondent stranger Stranger because it is there: Here: Fear A liar for the inner despot is my hand holder A better future could house all strangers The sticky feelings allowed to be seen and held We are not despots or liars, we are the whirl Vulnerability waivers for the old and the weak The measured and the meek/Me we seek So to show the feeling among the organs To find ears for soundless noises hidden In human realities of roles golden and rusted I don't want to be my outward female appearance And I hate that you have to pretend to be invincible You only need a couple of actual hand holders To not feel strange in the shame of fearing movement Dancing without limits to stumble and beautifully panic I am not enough to ask, but we are enough to each other
I haven posted for awhile on this site, so I wonder if my style has changed. This one is a bit abstract, but inspired form the work of Brene Brown.