forlorn figure standing on a grey skies beach gives rise to thoughts of cold wind and dire essence a saddness surrounds this misbegotten creature this mispoken essence of a person in desperation this crafted image of despair
many years have passed but isn't it this very thing this very place that is the crux of what and who you are she died on a beach now you linger here deliberatly you cannot will not get past this
she awaits in dreams clothed in the dim spectral next world garments that come to mind a beckoning figure calling this one on the beach to join her
she waits for me
I think that's what it really boils down to...I lost her.....and untill I join her I will never have lasting happiness