I remember lingering with the boys long after the decent people had left drinking to your memory I remember your coffin being lowered into the ground; slowly, reverently. I remember the folded flag, given to your mom by the Colonel; tears streaming down both of their faces. I remember the rifle salute - with M60s I remember escorting your coffin into the chapel; the Battalion at attention to honor you. I remember the adrenaline filled chaotic night, the sounds of battle, and the radio message that you were amongst the fallen.
But I don't want to remember you that way, so I close my eyes and dream back...
To the moment that you arrived in Battalion - wide-eyed and scared to death. To the announcement that you were joining weapons squad and how the senior squad members tested your mettle every moment of every day. And how you met every challenge. To the long days and nights that we trained and worked and soldiered and suffered together; and how you grew to become a Ranger and a Brother. I will remember your raw strength and endurance and how you would smile the biggest when life ****** the most. I will remember you this weekend and the boys will drink to your memory once again.