The trees are blooming early again And the air smells like you It smells like picnics and sunshine When life was exciting and new We laid in the grass and you smiled I blink Now clouds of smoke escape your lips Now you are small and fragile Now your in a quicksand slipping away from me Your bottles are shiny and i know they look nice when the night is young Till it's January 1st and you're in a hospital Wondering what went wrong