oh how misleading time can be
never to bring out ones good
because evil in you is all I can see
retracing these steps will get you nowhere
but journeys like this are pointless
we should just turn around and head back there
then I'll be a hypocrite
and I refuse to be you
complications like this simplify reality
because we're ready for what's next
we can turn our lives into a story
you told me I'd never be satisfied with that life
as if you remember
it's way too easy for me
thanks to you I'll never be content
thanks to you I can't be happy
I have to fix this problem now
with time never on my side
it's getting worse against my vow
I'll listen to the clock tick
as I watch you smoke a cigarette
and I think "oh what a hypocrite"
I'm running out of time before you run away
too bad I've gone insane
it makes our state seem so inane
just repudiate me like before
crawl up in the garbage you call a lifestyle
and don't get mad because you're pushing me away even more
I consider it more as time goes by
that you can never be helped
you are draining me of my life
I accept that you won't be fine
my last days won't be spent on you
and that only kills me in sooner time