May 2021
I am feeling so alone
In this world
My old friends abandoned me
I am feeling so alone and depress
Please depression leave me alone
I need a break from you
You are bringing the dark clouds inside my eyes
And all I see is dark
I feel that I been riding on a roller coaster
With my depression
This roller coaster ride is killing me
I hate this roller coaster ride
It feels like suicidal to me
Because it is moving fast
Please let me get out of this roller coaster ride
Before you **** me
Depression
Why do you want to hang around?
I am not your friend
I am the victim
I want to scream out of pain
But I can’t because I have no voice anymore
I feel that I lost my voice
That is a bad situation to bee in
I try to use my hands and wave it instead
To see if anybody will come to my rescue
I just have to wait
This roller coaster is very high
And it goes in a speed of 100 miles per hour
It is very fast
And now it is getting brighter out
And I see every thing dark still
The medications are the only thing that stops
Me from having depression
My depression is by polar
I don’t miss my medication
I no longer feel that I am in a roller coaster
Ride with my medications
My medications make me very tired
And I sleep all through the night
I sleep a few hours during the night
I think the roller coaster is now brockened for good
I hope no body else fix it
Because it is winter and
In the winter I feel the morning blues
At 6 am it still dark outside
And I have problem getting up
I never know how to get rid of my morning blues
My morning blues makes me very tired in the morning
When I get up
If I go back to bed I will be waisting a day
If I drink a cup of coffee that will wake me up
If I had the choice between going to bed or having a cup of coffee
I would choose the coffee
There is nothing better than a cup of coffee in the morning
At the end of the day
The night will come again
Because it gets dark so early in the winter
It feels very depressing to me
By 8 pm I am in bed sleeping
I go to bed early
I closed my eyes and I go to sleep
I have some dreams
I live now in a quiet place
And I love it that way
Because I hate noise
And I can’t sleep when there is noise
I have a dark room
And I sleep in a dark room
My clock rings every minute in the living room
The room where I sleep is warm
The bed where I sleep is very confortable
And I love it
In the summer I have more energy to do thimgs
And I feel more awake
But it is in the winter that I don’t have any energy
I wished that I had more energy during the winter
But I don’t
In this world
My old friends abandoned me
I am feeling so alone and depress
Please depression leave me alone
I need a break from you
You are bringing the dark clouds inside my eyes
And all I see is dark
I feel that I been riding on a roller coaster
With my depression
This roller coaster ride is killing me
I hate this roller coaster ride
It feels like suicidal to me
Because it is moving fast
Please let me get out of this roller coaster ride
Before you **** me
Depression
Why do you want to hang around?
I am not your friend
I am the victim
I want to scream out of pain
But I can’t because I have no voice anymore
I feel that I lost my voice
That is a bad situation to bee in
I try to use my hands and wave it instead
To see if anybody will come to my rescue
I just have to wait
This roller coaster is very high
And it goes in a speed of 100 miles per hour
It is very fast
And now it is getting brighter out
And I see every thing dark still
The medications are the only thing that stops
Me from having depression
My depression is by polar
I don’t miss my medication
I no longer feel that I am in a roller coaster
Ride with my medications
My medications make me very tired
And I sleep all through the night
I sleep a few hours during the night
I think the roller coaster is now brockened for good
I hope no body else fix it
Because it is winter and
In the winter I feel the morning blues
At 6 am it still dark outside
And I have problem getting up
I never know how to get rid of my morning blues
My morning blues makes me very tired in the morning
When I get up
If I go back to bed I will be waisting a day
If I drink a cup of coffee that will wake me up
If I had the choice between going to bed or having a cup of coffee
I would choose the coffee
There is nothing better than a cup of coffee in the morning
At the end of the day
The night will come again
Because it gets dark so early in the winter
It feels very depressing to me
By 8 pm I am in bed sleeping
I go to bed early
I closed my eyes and I go to sleep
I have some dreams
I live now in a quiet place
And I love it that way
Because I hate noise
And I can’t sleep when there is noise
I have a dark room
And I sleep in a dark room
My clock rings every minute in the living room
The room where I sleep is warm
The bed where I sleep is very confortable
And I love it
In the summer I have more energy to do thimgs
And I feel more awake
But it is in the winter that I don’t have any energy
I wished that I had more energy during the winter
But I don’t
