I’m guessing whenever I feel a strong emotion I should take notes. I don’t have much left. I rarely feel them. So I thought if I inscribe them, maybe they’ll be reminders. Reminders that I still have a trace of an organism in me. Because my world is pretty gray and even my words nowadays don’t have much expression. You could probably see the vacancy in my face. I find my conversations are very vague and everyone around me has a name. And my soul is such a hollow space. My heart has froze over.