you fill my bones while they carry me along mindlessly propping muscle from one dawn to the next. thought and thew a comedy as their presence was excused with you. and you pierced my lungs while they struggled to draw breath. destitute and sanguine, I was voiceless, you were deaf. our choices were made before we made them. to my grave I bring you, in marrow in arrow in blood. fill the earth beneath me, she has earned what I have failed to.