wanting while not wanting you
these scars stained my heart,
but wanting while not wanting you
gives me the courage to start
wanting while not wanting you
i'll just keep this steady pace,
but wanting while not wanting you
slowly filling the empty space
wanting while not wanting you
i have reasons not to fall,
but wanting while not wanting you
is just denying the inevitable
wanting while not wanting you
is what i ever long before,
but wanting while not wanting you
makes me want you even more