I’m sorry I’m broke.. I’m sorry I’m bruised.. I’m sorry I messed up our friendship that was so new.... I’m sorry to be untrue and hide things from you.. I promise I was not trying to cause this fight with you.. I wish I knew something I could do....I know you say what’s done is done, but hopefully one day I’ll get the chance to be there with you.... I swear, I wish I never lied to you and this time it is true.. I’m sorry I’m not perfect, and you didn’t deserve it.... I’m sorry I’ve been such a bad friend to you.. I’m not going to pretend that things will ever be the same again.. here lies you’re dear friend. I just hope you understand that this wasn’t planed. I’m sorry you know of this stuff firsthand.... Please don’t be worried please don’t be sad. There is Nothing happening That is quite so bad. I just keep imagining something so challenging and trying to find the strength to just stop balancing.... I’m sorry.. The end.