holding onto a balloon a single piece of string that my trust and hope holds onto my grip loosening by the minute but still hoping that i'd be at ease when this waiting finally ends to fly higher than these clouds even when the inevitable is going to strike and hope and i will come rushing down to earth still holding on for dear life even when hope is a liar and itβs only a matter of time but what if i donβt want to let go even when the damage is done