Elope me in your thoughts and all this mental pain. Like a rope you seem to choke me and cut me off from my brain. I can't make sense of it, nor can I explain it. I tried to paint the picture from the window I was "paned" in. Sprained mind thought I still want to reach you, Teach me to love you, don't preach that I bug you. Release my anxiety, I "Leach" on to propriety. Sobriety is getting harder by the day... Society is watching me, I'm not sure what to say... I'm sitting in my rocking chair, typing away a blurred array, I still write about you everyday, you havenβt read a word I've saved. I still think about you every night, Your closeness is what I crave. When I talk to you I cave, man I don't know what to say.. I feel less intelligent, but hell your smile, I relish it... It shines so bright no need for embellishment. I want to see it all the time, so much I feel so selfish.. It's pure happiness in it's prime, but the crime is that it's for a lie. You hurt inside, I seem to help. I'm on your mind, and you're on mine. That's fine with me, you're divine.