My relations are my downfall. I fell for an angel that fell from the constellations. Defamation through conversation, she chose over contemplation. She's dream chasing, while it's her I'm chasing, displacing my thoughts to her until the day she'll erase me. I long for her to embrace me, I feel so cold like a bullet shell casing, tasting the metal and copper. bracing myself for the devastation, she's so devastating. I'm impatiently patiently waiting. Wasting away day by day. I feel like I'm living with nothing more to say. Life is hard, you gonna learn today. What would happen if my life force walked away? I could have sinned or been saved. But I've already paved my way. I may or may not make it the next day. But until the day that I see you, I'll continue to play. Death is the greatest opponent, but a necessary component. I'm sick for the moment. My mind is decaying, all these pep talk aren't gonna delay the, inevitable truth that's at hand. At this rate, I'll never be a 25 year old man. I'm tired of waiting, I have no plan. I made you my future, that's stuck in quick sand.