i still want to die.
you still ask why.

i still bleed
you still claim the things we agreed.

i still remember the things you promise.
you pretend as if you don't notice.

i continue to starve & not eat.
i continue to follow your deceit.
i continue to scream.
i still hear you saying i was being extreme.

nothing has changed here.
im still upset as ever, dying in fact.
practically strangling the life out of my year.

when i say goodbye,
you will standby
and wonder where it all went wrong.
and listen to the questions
that will haunt you all life long.