Why do you taste like sweetened soil How does it hurt Why does it please me Why do you wring my wretched soul I come undone I come undone Know not what to do As I taste wretched soil You stave off decay Heart pummeling brain How do you sleep Not nuzzled between My pruned & wretched soul and my arms wide for you Choices made for higher thought Now grit my chest anew I did right by me I did right by morality and you So why does it haunt my head Why do I wring my wretched soul Why do you taste like sweetened soil Why do I long, why do I long