You allow your insecurities to swallow you up and define you - transforming you into something weak and dangerous. Be careful young one, for the journey ahead will tease and abuse these insecurities and play with them as they play with you and your mind..
Congratulations.
You have now shed your false skin and exposed your true colors, for deep inside, was a demon plagued by trauma plagued by sin and plagued by drama.
She now seeks to wreak havoc on those around her and those who cared for her, but they shun.
Depressed, shunned. Depression. They laugh. She run.
I myself can see that she is desperate. Desperate for help and change and peace. Desperate to find herself. A lone animal behind that facade that everyone had abandoned, and although she wants help, she's not sure how to accept it. Self destruction becomes her monotonous path, and you watch as she kills herself. No blade, no gun.