I will not cry it's just a black eye It goes away always after a few days I'll never understand the why's but wish you'd at least apolygize I wish our family would have more fun instead of being so undone Even now the kids also get hit if they start to throw a fit When we see that angry look we think to ourselves its time to book As I sit here in the rain all I think about is the pain But this behavoir is not ok it cannot go on another day I used to be your muse now just a walking bruise I'm tired of the cheating and lies which soon shall be our demise I shed a tear in thoughts without you I will disappear Its so complicated to decide what's for the best for myself and the rest How does a family that started with two and became for separate forevermore