Hope that's the only thing I can do. But it never comes true. Pain is all this puts me through. There's only one place I could go to be happy. I wish I could go back again and again. It has been some time since then. I can't just show up on a whim. My life's been kind of grim. Even when I dream I can't sleep. I might just be weak. Only when your there with me, can I ever be free. Even if only just for a minute or two, it feels like forever when I'm with you.