I can not voice or write
What it feels like to be betrayed by
The man you trusted mor than any
Human being in the world

You watched yourselves grow old together
In your dreams
You named your future children together
You faced the world together and
That was the only thing that mattered
Being hand in hand

No distance was far enough our fingers
Could still grasp at each other
At the idea we would matter to one another
Forever

Forever is shorter than we think
Especially on the day we grow up
And realize what they've been telling us all these years
Love
Love is a lie
And if it is real it is sly and mischievous
Unforgiving and unkind
It blows my mind how people can
Lie and
Lie and
Lie
Lie
Lie
Lie
Every words of trust
Every moment of vulnerability will only ever be rewarded with
Disappointment
In another for letting you down
In yourself for being naïve enough to believe it could have ever ended different.