It appears just weeks after the last tear, my mother’s sky blue dress on her life ghost: same walk, dove shape, soft voice, brown hair cut short- at least from behind, in the same love light that moved from donation bin, rack, to her in the way that the poor are ****** to wear the dead’s clothes, hand me downs echoes worn thin enough to be bleach clouds or ghosts of ghosts, the seams just barely holding together, hem taken up from low earth to sky, the orphan leftovers recut and sewn to match the little girl holding her hand tight enough to be a matching heaven, memory of a bright and special life.