I have a particular interet in old flames, Maybe because their embers never fully died in my heart.
So when the wind rolls by, and breathes life into These possible long gone embers,
They light back up, in the back of my mind Where the glow is too tempting
To ignore, so I sit down and bask in the emitting Heat from long gone flames just to
See what they had that lit me up In the first place.
Old flames remain in my memories until Something stirs my heart, long enough
To sustain a tiny spark that Reminds me why we caught fire so long ago.
So when you pass by me on the street, And I look the other way,
It's because I have no need for your embers, There's no need for them to stay.
I doubt you even put a match to The thought of me anyway,
So I'll let your embers rest until charred and black, Just so that they never return, so they never come back.
I tend to return to the same guys I've dated and they're all fantastic guys, but if it didn't work the first (or in my case, the 2nd, 3rd and 4th time), why go back? Why even entertain the idea? Maybe because its comfortable, I can't place exactly why. Sometimes I wonder if a second chance is a blessing or a curse in this particular aspect of my life.