Today, I want to die. I want to vanish and leave everything behind. I want to stop my mind from sending unwarranted thoughts, I want to scream and scream until I’m exhausted.
Today, I want to know why I need to continue living. I want to see why I’m still needed here, When in fact the world will be much better without me, And my mere existence is a burden that the world carries.
Today, I want to ask forgiveness: to my family who never fail to show their support, to my friends who keep on cheering me on. I’m sorry that I’m now tired... and resting and having a good night sleep is not enough. I’m sorry that I need to do this, I’m sorry that I couldn’t see the light. I’m back again at the tunnel, where everything is black and sad. If ever I won’t make it this time, please know that I had so much fun knowing you and loving you all..