work undone, i try but my mind stops me. too busy for life, busy doing nothing. when it all crashes down, i need someone to get me going even though i must do it alone. i cannot expect others to save me. eventually itβs too late to change your personality frozen, dead. i want to feel my heart beating and know that i am alive. fear is my nemesis, the one who hurts me. i need to stop worrying or iβll die.