Under a big tent Topped with stars and Smelling of elephants A couple of daredevils Toss in their trailer Restless in the Midwest
Their golden suits shimmer In the Iowa half light The cornstalks talk in The breezes passing by At night the daredevils whisper About what it would be like to really fly And not just on the trapeze They kiss goodnight and dream of impossibilities
Times are changing Since the war it's been mostly women In the crowds the circus draws They scream at the lions Roar at the strongman Gasp and applaud the two daredevils Enthusiastically Happily Making love in the sky
Times are changing Since his number came up She's been lonely Oklahoma, Nebraska, Kansas, Missouri Her gold suit is covered in farm dust Growing nothing much Her husband is on a bombing raid over Nazis He's finally flying Helped by an airplane B52s and bloodshot eyes No longer dreaming of impossibilities but Missing his safety net
Since he left she's been thinking about cannons Popcorn, scrap metal and hoping against solo acts She's been dreaming of What it's like to be shot at Really take risks Really feel out of breath And her husband's been writing her letters About white picket fences
"The daredevil life that we wanted is so much worse than we thought it would be. Let that sweet silent net catch you and lie quietly thinking of me."
Times are changing And so is he Times are changing And she feels like world shaking She can hear the wolves blowing it down
But she keeps up her stunts And keeps up her spirits Till one day the bearded lady is screaming Her name from the floor of the tent Up on that tightrope she pauses A second There's two grim faced servicemen Her daredevil husband is dead Flying a mission over Dresden Just another casualty of a world at war Another daredevil in a dogfight and Now one less mouth for the circus to feed
Suddenly she's high up in the stratosphere Breathing fumes And from the tightrope she faints I've given him my heart, given him my onliness She rests in her gold suit Cradled by the safety net he warned her to hang on to And in her dreams she can't help thinking Maybe she dodged a suburban bullet
Times have changed And since the war's end The leftover men Have gotten married And she's been doing nothing But lying awake in her bed Thinking Picturing cannons mauling White picket fences Her body in a gold suit Broken on the green grass She needs distance and airtime To cull this restlessness Get out of the Midwest **** his conspicuous missingness And come up with a solo act To keep her fed
In the morning she finds the ringmaster Hungover in the hay of the elephant stalls In the morning she's made a decision To fly like a cannonball Through a dreamland Times are changing And since she woke up She's dressed in her gold suit Setting fire to the average Dreaming of impossibilities
This started out being about Reba and then it turned into a short story and then it turned into a poem and I guess it's a character study now.