in the middle of the night woken up with a cold sweat
the chills run up her spine as though one million spiders would
a quick **** to the neck of the person who now not owns ones body
this movement was like that of a sneeze
cannot be controlled
feeling a feeling that was once familiar but thought ones feeling was gone
numb
caused by one who made her believe he loved her
told her he would be there forever
told her she was ok
told her he would fix her trauma
but instead
caused more
he threw her like a doll
he hit her with this wave of anger
she could not handle
he put knives to her face and threatened her life
more than once these "occasions" happened
he told her "i will never be sorry for anything i do to you"
that stuck with her every second of everyday
she had her last straw with him when he threatened to stab her in the side and **** her
she had enough
she was so alone
no one loved her
shes still going through this trauma
she is me