It seems that I’m lost in a field of clouds Am I reaching for the stars or crashing down? These thoughts and this shame Ricochet through my brain How do I leave the one thing That brings a smile to my face? You told me this was forever An endless journey we’d endeavor But I notice the cracks in your words The spark in your eyes I’d been blind to before I was distracted by your beautiful demeanor Lost in your smiles and heartwarming laughter You look through my eyes and say you love me so But now I see through your lies, so I must let you go