Heart beating
Heart bleeding
Hand shaking  
stone cold as ice
i cant see
it hurts to even think i once loved you
and you left me.
Yet i stand with tears rolling down my face I fight for you to love me and you kept saying you do But you didn't.
All i want to know is why did you you lie to
why did i let you hurt me.
I held on so dam tight i couldn't see
what was right in front of me.
You were married to all the hoes in the streets you didn't give a dam about me.
Just like everyone else you used me and lied and you left me.
why did i think you were any different
why did i believe
You said you were changing to be a better man
son and father to your kids and never said anything about a better man for me.

i stood by you even when you tried to push me away. I am still here fight til this day I have made mistakes yes and i know i can do better but you don't want me.  So all I can do is say thank you for the broken promises and lies that you told me.