I can no longer tell you I love you, It wont fix a thing I can no longer say I am sorry because you do believe me. I am not sure how to fix things if you don't let me I am not perfect and I never will be. My heart is breaking everyday and my heart was once broken to. We are 2 broken souls trying to fix each other because we were lonely we were two uncomfortable souls needing and wanting someone to hold and make us feel loved even if it was only for a moment.  When i was loving you wanting you, you were loving and wanting someone else I knew what you were doing and I allowed you to do so just to feel that for that one moment those few second you looked at me and said babe i love you and I miss you. Then it was right back to being broken and unsafe again until next time you needed me and I needed you to because all we do it work and take care of everyone else when we should have been taking each other instead of take care of each other. Threw good and threw bad I was with you. I still am with you but you don't see it.