you said "goodbye"
and I turn around,
tears running down my face.
the memories flash by,
and it felt as if it would feel if my life was flashing before my eyes
when a bullet was coming towards me.

the voices fill my mind again,
"I told you.
He doesn't want you.
He never wanted you.
You're worthless."

and I turn around one last time,
thinking maybe you'd change his mind.
but  I turn around to already see you
with your arms wrapped around someone new.