sliding down banisters, living so fast, can't catch my breath crying in the hallways, blazing grey haze, popping pills left right dark clouds and woozy faces different phase, feeling buzzed and laced intoxicated when i'm with you running away wasted fading into the music shots till we're gone standing on a roof, living on a wire flashing lights set me on fire losing my sanity, where's my touch of reality same patterns and splattered emotions smelling the fear in this house of tears throwing up everything but memories